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    March 14

    破寝室包裹着的新世纪

    那个时候,当我们一次次走进那家小店,会不会想到10年之后会有个买东西的网站叫淘宝,还有一个装格调的网站叫豆瓣。会不会想到是同一个人跨越着时光,在小店里租着漫画,在淘宝贩着光碟,在豆瓣评着相声。会不会想到静静躺在我们抽屉里的几十盒卡带至今还与我们的生活产生着交集。
    郝蕾在颐和园露了一把她那不太挺但还算丰满的胸部,在那个破寝室炽热的张扬着,露的那么全面,不禁你禁谁,我仿佛看到了那个破寝室里面包裹着我们的影子,我们的身子,我们的烟,我们的新世纪。新世纪的我们这才发现,自己一直都太自满,论狂热,我们根本不是始祖。镜头说的很晦涩,他用拥抱和做爱来说话,强烈而单一的拥抱是一次次冲击力的堆积,那体位一成不变的性爱呢?是在说女人何其贱,男人何其孬吗?我有些不适。
    仿佛那个破寝室直通进我昨夜的梦,剧情已经不太重要,我面对着强势的前女友,照常摆着无所谓的态势,背过身去,瞭望山丘上的战局,也瞭望那段往事,转瞬间双膝跪地,放声痛哭。哭到锥心的真实,真实得能感觉到脸颊的滚烫和液体流过的湿润。睡前才看到一句话“哭真的比做爱更爽”,立马在梦里爽了一把。一个小女孩走过来叫我爸爸,在剑拔弩张的战局下,在哭崩大地的边缘。我保护着女孩抵挡横飞的篮球,我不明白为什么是篮球,来自湖人的篮球,临睡前我看的分明是棒球转播才对。我吐血身亡的场面触目惊心,像山丘上生起的太阳一样艳红,不敢直视。
    离奇的战局,战壕,山丘,布防,都是真实的战场,对阵的却叫马刺和湖人,轰炸的都是篮球。一场盛大的哭泣,与我眼角的泪滴。这个梦何其诡异。
    我也越来越狭隘,越来越晦涩,y说我病入糕肓。两个礼拜前我在楼下那家快餐店喝着馄饨,翻看着杂志里那座爱情天梯,还有一张老婆婆苍老的脸做注脚,听说爱情还会回来,因为这个世上还有那50年凿出了6000级石阶。我们为那条天梯落下了泪,却在患得患失间,它化成了愚蠢。谁都相信能与一个人共守50年,造一条通往天上的阶梯是自己所能完成的终极爱情,其实每个人都曾自以为笃信地怀疑这样做是何等的愚蠢,却依旧不自量力,死心塌地。
    是因缘际会从现实走进了网络,又从网络穿越了时空回归现实,是梦繁衍了电影,又从破寝室中的性爱闯进了梦中,是一碗混沌的功夫从棒球比赛关联到了爱情天梯,这一切艰涩难懂,这一切惹起骚动,惹起彷徨,惹起期许,惹起回忆,惹起欲望,惹起本能,因为每个人都有一颗淫荡的心。

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